...at myself.
I was only angry at my friend because she spoke the truth.
Anorexia is an illness we do not choose,but we can choose to recover. The thing is i WANT to recover,i just dont want to eat. Well i DO want to eat more than anything but cant handle the way it makes me feel and the way it makes my body look.
And im scared of what recovery means.
But i guess everyone in my position would feel similarly?
Tonight im going to eat something safe and keep it down.
Thats the choice im making.
And maybe with little steps like this they could turn into bigger ones...
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