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Wednesday 20 July 2011

Struggling x

Today is bad.

Havent felt this down in quite a while.

Giving in to the ed seems the only solution.

I was supposed to join my friends for dinner and drinks this evening and i had to let them down and cancel,i just couldnt cope with the food today. I feel so guilty cancelling. Im a b*tch. A bloody FAT b*tch!!!

I cant deal with being this weight...i cant....i just cant.

Im sorry xxx

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