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Friday 15 July 2011

FAT x

Ugh.

I feel disgusting. Absolutely disgusting. And destructive. I need to do something to make me feel better but anything i can think of doing is not a healthy way of coping.

Dinner is sitting in my already bloated tum and i want it out. I want to be empty.

:-(

Sorry my self absorbed moaning,normal business shall resume tomorrow x
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9 comments:

  1. Ducky15 July 2011 at 13:14

    You aren't,
    and you dont need to apologise for saying how you feel. Sadly this journey is going to suck, quite a lot of the time, but the magical moments are worth it, that much I promise you :D

    I know when nothing seems to be going your way, and yet you are putting so much energy in to trying to make it so, it seems pointless and hopeless, but its not. Look at your courage post, tonight, forget about this. Build a bed nest, put on a feel good dvd and curl up.
    Tomorrow, re charged, you can see how it goes, tomorrow is a new day, and just because right now it feels hard-doesnt mean tomorrow will.
    <3

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  2. Aoifs xXx15 July 2011 at 13:23

    Ducky thank u so much.

    I know everything u say is true and i needed to be reminded of it so really thank you.

    I expect recovering to be perfect sometimes i think but i know deep down thats very unrealistic and there are bound to be bumps along the way....i just wish it wasnt such a fight sometimes...

    THANK U angel xxx

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  3. Charlene Sparkles15 July 2011 at 13:40

    I love Ducky's idea of a bed nest. Lets do that - all of us!
    I am also having a crap night and think this bed nest business may be just the ticket i need!

    I am sorry you're having such a bad day. I don't have that much to add to Ducky's comment. Tomorrow IS a brand new day and this is a journey. You have to expect there to be some bumps in the road, just don't let them deflate your tires and dishearten you from carrying on with this wonderful journey xxxxx

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  4. Ducky15 July 2011 at 13:44

    I wish it too <3 and hugs <3

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  5. Aoifs xXx15 July 2011 at 13:56

    Hi Lily :o) Thanks so much for ur comment.

    Im sorry u are having a crap night too,there must be something in the air today!!! Fingers crossed tomorrow will be better for us!

    You are right and as the saying goes anything worth having never comes easy...or something like that lol!

    Thank u again and i hope youre ok xxx

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  6. Aoifs xXx15 July 2011 at 13:57

    Lots of love and hugs back to u Ducky. How have u been hun? Thinking of u and hoping u are ok xxx

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  7. Ducky15 July 2011 at 14:25

    I am well thank you, dvd, bed, no complaints :D

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  8. Aoifs xXx15 July 2011 at 14:37

    Sounds good honey,enjoy,night night xxx

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  9. Ducky15 July 2011 at 14:47

    <3

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