Bam...
Reality hits.
I am freaking huge.
Every part of me is getting bigger by the day.
Ugh.
I just want to hide from the world until i lose all this fat.
But i wont.
Cant give up now.
Just wish it was a wee bit easier.
Im doing what is right,what is healthy...why does it feel so wrong sometimes?
xxx
I am sorry you are struggling right now. The ED voice can get louder when we are doing better. It sucks! Keep reminding yourself of the healthy things you are doing and how good you do feel, physically. You can do this! Keep fighting.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for your comment. It really does suck!!! But i woke up this morning and had my breakfast even though the ed was telling me not to! Thanks again hun!
ReplyDeleteIt feels so wrong because, for years ED was getting his way with his thoughts. But now, finally, you are fighting back and kicking ass. Winning.
ReplyDeleteRemember, when you look in the mirror, you are beautiful.
No matter what the ED is telling you.
You are beautiful and deserve a chance at a real life.
Thanks so much Emma :) x
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